söndag 13 december 2009

Energy Levels

Well, I haven´t written anything on my blog for a while. I guess I´ve not been so inspired. Meening to say my practice this autumn hasn´t been so inspiring.

These last two months have been really dark here in Stockholm. And I´ve had a lot of stress at work. My energy right now is really low, I´m feeling really tamasic. I can´t get up in the mornings! So instead of practicing five days a week like I normally do, it´s been rather 3-4 times a week. That makes a huge difference. It´s really painful to practice now. The cold and the lack of a daily practice makes my body more stiff. And the fact that it´s painful to practice doesn´t exactly make me jump out of bed in the morning and race to the shala:-)

I´ve been thinking a lot about energy levels though. I´ve noticed that when I am feeling low in energy, it can be low in different ways. Difficult to explain the difference, but I feel it like there can be a "light low" and a "deep low". When my enegy level is "light low", it helps to do something vigorous. That kind of practice can then leave me feeling invigourated, bouncing out of practice with new found energy. And then there is "deep low". With that kind of low energy a vigorous practice can leave me totally depeleted. I then find it better to do pranayama, meditation or perhaps yin yoga.

I´m very happy to have found this connection between energy levels and practice. It feels like I know how to tune my energy better now. But part of it is also about acceptance. It´s winter, energy is naturally lower. Nature is sleeping. The days will start getting lighter in a weeks time, holidays are coming up and I will have time to rest. And a new year is coming up, and I am hoping for new energy and inspiration!

5 kommentarer:

Helen sa...

Oh me too. This autumn..I haven´t scarcely been to any morning practice! Evenings and weekends it has been for me. Someone said that vitamin D is good for you this time of year? You know anything about that? Hope you will have nice holidays and lets stay in touch!

Maria sa...

I agree with the light low and deep low and the connecting practices. The restorative practice has been really helpful to me this autumn. Yin yoga sounds very good too, maybe you could write something about that?
Good that you're back on the blog though, I've missed reading your wise words.
Big hugs and hope your energy comes back with the light!

Jana Renee (Derges) Roemer sa...

Hello!

I randomly bumped into your blog by hitting that next blog button at the top of the page. But I wanted to say - I feel the exact same way this time of year! I teach yoga here in Edmonton, Canada and have been feeling a little depleted on the energy / inspriation levels. I noticed it right around winter solstice. The days are getting longer now and the light is coming. Living so far north like we do, we get great summers, but the winters are cold and dark. It's nice to know that the feeling is not one that I feel alone.

Thank you for sharing!

Tina sa...

It´s nice to know that I´m not alone feeling like this!

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